+So. A week in a psychopathic ward. Or packing up, leaving school, and going home for good. Which would you choose? I guess Erin chose home and I might never see her again. Although, in a less pessimistic view on it, she may come visit. It's astounding how much you can hide from the people who love you.

Listening to: The Bernie Mac Show
Feeling: full
Should be: studying for my math test

+Nikos called me a couple days ago. He’s amazing. I’m so glad I met him. He’s basically the only connection I still have to Greece, until I go there again. And I’m starting to accept the fact that it won’t be the same next time, ‘cuz let’s face it, there’s nothing like a first time.

+I love my girlies (slash boysies). Thursday night was wonderful.
I arrive
Clarky and boytoy Steve arrive
We pop in Jesus: Vampire Hunter (an amazing B- (or possibly C-) movie in which Jesus kills off lesbian goth vampires.)
Stacy arrives
Liesl arrives
PAIGE ARRIVES!!! I really didn’t think I’d get to see her. Super duper excited that I did. There’s no one quite like Paige and I wish I knew her better.
We put in Drop Dead Gorgeous. See it….if you haven’t. Or if you have.
We put in Revenge of the Nerds. I won’t insult the universe by even considering the fact that you haven’t seen it.
Kiri kicks us out. It’s ok, I still love her.

+For those of you who know Ben Johnson, he’s wonderful and has his own radio show very late night. But only about 3 people in town can actually pick up the signal, so he’s going to start making his shows into podcasts. Prepare yourselves.

+Yesterday, I passed an orange girl on the bridge. I thought, wow honey, could ya fakebake any more? Then scolded myself for being so cynical. As I got further up the bridge, I saw someone on the ground. It was a freshman boy with some deforming disease, and he’d fallen and dropped his walking aids. Immediately two boys rushed over and helped him back up. It gave me an awesome feeling, like my faith in people had been renewed. The sight of him on the ground made me want to cry for some reason. Like things like that should never happen to people…especially people whose lives are like a prison anyway. Reminds me how lucky I am.

+On the way to class today, I was walking on the path that goes through the woods, and I had to stop because there were two snakes in my way, one bigger than the other. I stood there for a second, and they turned back to go back in to the woods. One stopped, and I picked it up. I think it's a sign that I'm going to be presented with two opportunities, and take only one.

+Can someone please help me with my comments? They're not working for some reason. I mean people are able to post, but it doesn't say I have any comments. Help?

+I hate to see people I love in pain. It's probably one of the things I hate most. In the past I usually ignored it because I never knew what to do to help them. But I promise I'll give all of myself to you if you need me.

+Does anyone know what night the BBC has cosmic bowling? I really want to go but I can never remember what night it is.

+Isn't it weird when you know someone in childhood, don't speak to them for several years, come to find they've had a baby? Odd.

+Oprah was talking about spoiled kids today. Not that I watch the Oprah show. There was nothing better on. I've known some spoiled kids. Easy as it is to get mad at the child, don't get mad, get glad, then blame the parents.

::We were supposed to go to Gatsby's at 8pm for the annual Graffiti Party - you wear a white shirt and people bring sharpies and everyone writes on each other. It sounds slutty but it's actually not. The party belongs to Gavin's fraternity, the Tekes, and yet Gatsby's employees control the door. For some reason they card hard tonight, later to discover it's due to the fact that the manager was working for once. Two of our group members are under 19. Ironically enough, those two are the Teke pledges....Gavin and Carl. And yet we're denied. So we went back to the dorm and play monopoly. Once again, as I'm cursed, I can NOT get any go money and so I lose miserably.

::Tomorrow is another game of Capture the Flag, and hopefully my first. I only want to go if the weather is warm enough. It'll be miserable if it's freezing cold like it's been. But my continuous habit of letting Kiri down is wrenching my heart.

::My fucking bitch douchewhore physiology teacher suddenly decides that instead of having the next exam as scheduled the day we get back from break, she's going to move it up to the day *before* we leave for break. I fucking hate her.

::The shark that I got Gavin for Valentine's Day is dying. Apparently the pH in the water is too high, and it's making all these little white bubbles all over his body. But he still swims around. So I don't know. But I figured it wasn't typical for fish to sleep on their backs.

::Zach and Kelly bought yet another puppy. A black rat terrier with white boots. Tiny and perfect. It makes we want a dog and miss domesticated animals terribly. It's name is Sailor Jerry, by the way, for anyone who appreciates rum&cokes.